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The View from Mary's Farm

The View from Mary's Farm for March April 2009

March 3, 2009

Hello friends! It's been a while. Some technical difficulties as well as the fact that I'm behind in almost everything. I'm trying to get back on schedule by sending out this most recent essay from The View from Mary's Farm. Aside from everything else, we're digging out from a foot of snow that fell yesterday, beautiful, soft powder snow, brilliant in today's bright sun. Makes everything look so clean. So, thanks for your patience. Hope to be more timely in the future. Life perks along, I find, leaving me always trotting to catch up. By the way, I'm blogging on the Yankee site now, once a week -- I'm trying to find a way to post the same blog on my site. Will work harder on that. In the meantime, stay well, keep reading.

Stillpoint in the Whirling World
Edie Clark

When I first came here to Mary’s Farm, I named the place Stillpoint because it was so quiet here and because it was the stillpoint in my turning world, and it still is that, even as the world turns ever faster. The stillness in the early spring is especially profound, with the fields still deep in snow and the animals, for the most part, still sleeping.

Last year, my aunt died. She was the last of my parents’ generation in our family to pass away and her passing prompted a great gathering of cousins in New Jersey, where most of us grew up. Only my cousin Carol still lives there. It was her mother whom we had lost. The service was planner for early April. As close to a reunion as we have ever had took shape as cousins we had not seen in decades flew in from London and Oregon, the rest of us drove down from New England and came up from D.C. So there was a lot of excitement about seeing each other, in spite of the sad occasion.

Driving down was like watching a film about changing seasons in fast motion. By the time we hit Massachusetts, the snow had vanished. In Connecticut, the grass was greening and in New Jersey, forsythia blazed and daffodils bloomed. When we arrived and opened the car doors, mild, soft air greeted us. No trip to Florida could have given such pleasure. I would prescribe such a trip any day for treatment of the winter blahs.

One of my cousins had a surprise for us. Somehow she knew who was living in our grandparents’ house, a big old house with all kinds of secret places and wonderful memories, a place where we were all spoiled beyond words. And so she arranged that we should go there for a visit. En masse. The current owners were amazingly accommodating of our nostalgic mission.
The day after the funeral, we caravanned to the old stucco manse, two towns away. It looked very much the same, except the new owners had done some appropriate updating. They welcomed us and took us on a tour of the house. They lived in 21st century comfort but every floorboard, every outlook from every window, even the overhead of the old garage, brought back memories. It seemed like an extraordinary privilege to be able to walk through one’s past, in the present. They took us to the basement, which is now a comfortable game room. I recall it as a dark place where the coal was delivered down a chute and where my grandfather went each morning to shake the cinders down. The kitchen, where my grandmother left oatmeal to cook on the stove overnight, was radically changed. But some of the old cupboards had been saved. And they took us up to the attic where my grandfather would go on Christmas Eve to stomp around as if he were Santa coming down the chimney and we all believed it. Outside, the trees and the lawn were exactly the same. How could that be possible, I wondered? Except the new owners had planted dozens of daffodils that were, on that day in April, in full bloom. I was grateful for those flowers and for that house, a surprising stillpoint in the whirling world of New Jersey.

Selected Works

In 1992, the Bishop of Worcester condemned St. Joseph's Catholic Church and ordered it closed. The parishioners refused to leave, sleeping on cots and on the hard pews. For thirteen months this was their life. In July of 1993, they were removed by the police. In many ways this was the blossoming of their faith. Originally published in Yankee Magazine in November 1993.
Growing up, nothing I could do seemed to please my mother and nothing she said made sense to me. But when my mother, on the threshold of death, came to live with me, I found what seemed to have been lost forever. Originally published in Yankee Magazine, May 1995
(The follow-up article to Miracle at St. Joseph's.) The Bishop turned to them and said, "Your prayers have been answered, the hard hearts have softened." Originally published in Yankee Magazine, December 1996
A reflection on the power of cooking and friendship and the concept of family. Originally published in Yankee Magazine, November/December 2007
Memorial Day, Harrisville, New Hampshire 1995. Originally published in Yankee Magazine, May 1996
My Articles
Libraries occupy a special place in the heart of a town. Evening events at the library give a strong sense of community and make it seem like a great place to live. And in the wake of the online revolution small town libraries have found a way to not only survive but to be indispensable.
In December 2008 an epic ice storm left virtually the entire state of New Hampshire without power. The residual effects of that storm paralyzed the Monadnock Region almost through Christmas. A first person account.
In 1994, sixteen-year-old Billy Best was diagnosed with Hodgkin's Disease. After several treatments, he ran away to avoid chemotherapy. What happened after that may have been a miracle.
Roxanne Quimby once lived primitively in the Maine woods. Today she owns 90,000 acres of those woods, and her goal is to create a national park to preserve the landscape forever. So why do so many people wish she'd just go away?
Multi-million dollar border stations are rising along our line between US and Canada. What was once the "friendliest border" has become deadly serious.
Renowned short story writer, Andre Dubus, reflects on the accident that cost him his legs.
A trip to Poland discovers a beloved family friend
An elegy for the master of the short story.
Fall comes to The County
Thousands seek healing from this innocent, comatose child.
A complete listing of articles published since 1978
An encounter with a sick fox brings a young woman to the heart of her grief